Friday, May 29, 2020


I was referring to silverfish the other day. Should I have checked all of my garment bags when I packed? Perhaps. But I've still lost my favorite jacket & what's done is done. 

The whole race war thing wasn't supposed to happen in at least 10 years, but then again I couldn't have predicted the pandemics

Tuesday, April 28, 2020


So many should DIE, but don't (not yet)

All Coronavirus has shown me is how far do we still have to go. After all these years, life is still PURE PAIN ENDURANCE.


It's all too clear that the humanity experiment has FAILED.


It's no use to expect a couple of pandemics to wipe out all of humanity. It's too good to be true. By covid-30 or something like that, when much of humanity is infused with vaccine and antibiotics, maybe something new will do the trick.

I don't want our kind to go out in the universe and expand. I do hate others more than myself though. I'm just including myself in this kind to be real, because I know too well by this point that I can't stand aside from many of my own woes that originated in others. I tried to take an objective perspective, I really really tried. But at the end of the day, I can't fully stand alone.

It's really not that if you make some portion of the population disappear, all problems will go away. You really have to wipe out all of humanity.

I had the same thought when I was young, but I hadn't seen the world. Only to arrive on the same conclusion now.

I have such immense hatred deep-rooted within, it's never going away.

Saturday, April 25, 2020

Safety, Safety, Safety.

I have left Valencia and I have left Spain. I never trusted the Spanish government to handle this.

It's a wonderful time what with all these conspiracy theories blossoming, but it's also making the hard reality so fucking clear that you don't need a conspiracy theory. Not one.

I've been roaming for 10 years now and now ironically I think I finally have some peace and freedom to really think about... how much freedom and peace I really have.

I still have to think twice about pretty much every little thing, but I think now there are probably a couple of things I can be relaxed about, thing that I don't have to consider thrice.

All in all, the age of physical exploration has ended. The age of introspection has begun. Perhaps I honestly never dove deeply prior to this point.

It's crazy how much has changed and how much hasn't.

Safety, safety, safety. At the end of the day, many find that plain is the best.

Wednesday, December 4, 2019

My voice sounds a lot deeper in my head

So? It doesn't matter.

Don't listen to recordings ever again.