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It's Cool to see Infowars suddenly falling apart with the balloon issue. I said I didn't know who Alex Jones worked for, but it's clear who employs him now. Amazingly most people see it, too. It's just too transparent. Seeing the conspicuous downfall during the past 3 years at Infowars, this really shouldn't be a surprise to anyone. They deviate more and more from conspiracy and adhere more and more closely to official narratives. I'd say the "right wing" or "conservatives" has a rabble of characters that act as a counter to the establishment now. They push the exact same narratives, which is annoying, hoping to cover as many channels as possible. You'd think from Trump, to assorted podcasts, to twitter bots, to disgruntled teens and the amount of views generated between them, they have a pretty good chance standing off against CNN etc, but no. This balloon thing just exposed their low level, low effort, low equipment operation for what i
 I can tell we are all being assaulted by subversion of expectations these years. At the same time, we're all learning it's futile to hold on to your principles when you have to work with what you have. The genetic pool is getting muddier but not necessarily better, the needless variety of human suffering has multiplied, the geniuses (they thought) turn out to be midwits, and actual retards will more and more interfere with your life...  I'm not justifying, rationalizing, fantasizing about, relating to, preparing for, dwelling on World War III, I'm just saying... it's an inevitability. 
 What in the name of fucks happened in this house? Italy. Resort town. 
 The world is sinking and I'm getting angrier and angrier every day. At myself, mostly. Need to pick up the pace. Also, I don't think I'm above certain side projects anymore. I keep shoving them aside but the thoughts are haunting. The sooner I finish the quicker I will be able to move on, I think. 
Crazy to think it's been 10 years since I visited/lived in Japan. I came across a livestream recently and apparently it's a hellhole now. Everything feels dirty ( the street is "clean" but feels filthy ) and everyone looks dysgenic. No wonder these people are saying what they are saying. I've noticed that whenever I stay at some place, that place thrives. Whenever I leave, that place falls apart. Look what happened to America since I left in 2013. Just kidding. But really. Look what happened to Europe since I left in 2020. Do you think there was going to be an ongoing pandemic, energy crisis, war, what have you, had I stayed in Spain? No. I don't think so.