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 I can tell we are all being assaulted by subversion of expectations these years. At the same time, we're all learning it's futile to hold on to your principles when you have to work with what you have. The genetic pool is getting muddier but not necessarily better, the needless variety of human suffering has multiplied, the geniuses (they thought) turn out to be midwits, and actual retards will more and more interfere with your life...  I'm not justifying, rationalizing, fantasizing about, relating to, preparing for, dwelling on World War III, I'm just saying... it's an inevitability. 
 What in the name of fucks happened in this house? Italy. Resort town. 
 The world is sinking and I'm getting angrier and angrier every day. At myself, mostly. Need to pick up the pace. Also, I don't think I'm above certain side projects anymore. I keep shoving them aside but the thoughts are haunting. The sooner I finish the quicker I will be able to move on, I think. 
Crazy to think it's been 10 years since I visited/lived in Japan. I came across a livestream recently and apparently it's a hellhole now. Everything feels dirty ( the street is "clean" but feels filthy ) and everyone looks dysgenic. No wonder these people are saying what they are saying. I've noticed that whenever I stay at some place, that place thrives. Whenever I leave, that place falls apart. Look what happened to America since I left in 2013. Just kidding. But really. Look what happened to Europe since I left in 2020. Do you think there was going to be an ongoing pandemic, energy crisis, war, what have you, had I stayed in Spain? No. I don't think so. 
 I just logged onto reddit for the first time in 3 years. Boy it's a 60 IQ place now (was a 70 IQ place), just REEKS of stupid. The vast, vast majority of Americans who unfortunately use this website on the regular must be damaged beyond repair by now.   Despite its glowies and botnet 4chan is miles better in terms of genuine human interaction online. But of course this is weak. Both are garbage and not worth the time. I'm guessing young people are in different pockets on discord now but I couldn't be bothered to check it out.  I don't think a society can run on fakeness. It's one thing to battle repressive algorithms and disinformants, but it's quite something else when everyone Chooses to be disingenuous.  Stupid really has a stench. It can be induced by any expression or sign of retardation.