A Burning Place

 1. finished book 2, Euterpé  2. 2-3x hentai, not much new find at all, artists all across the board are terrible nowadays   3. no longer interested in any feeble reactionary commentary    The more I study history, the more I find all the beauty in the world has been destroyed. The gains today are sustenance, not inspiration. Not saying the two are mutually exclusive, just that I'm not seeing the latter nowadays.   I wish someone would tell me something shocking and interesting. Instead I just occasionally find things that "make sense".   There are several things I wish to let the Anglos know besides a, modern history is made lackluster and uninteresting due to their activity; b, this language is the most bastardized language; c, they are the most narcissistic clowns ever existed.    Raping LVMH a little was fun in school age, but it's no longer rendering satisfaction. In fact I think I'm paying for my own time on the exploit- the only thing that keeps me going is

 1. wasted roughly 2 pounds of beef  2. read some of book 2 ( book 1 was Clio )  3. had to get up early for pcr test (6) , felt no increased productivity from the expansion of day  I used to think it's a good thing for politic talks to become a national, universal pastime. I did not however think about what would happen if I'm ill prepared for where to progress next. That's the problem I'm facing today. Now that all social platforms are filled with mere opinions, not content (or very little), I have no use for truly all of them. I can do whatever, but I don't see enough others doing the same. I would feel very sick if I have to follow some time-wasting podcast or substack that really offer no insight or knowledge whatsoever. I'm just not going to do it.  Thinking back on my time in Poland and Spain. I don't think western europe and eastern europe are that different.

1. spoiled cooking, nearly became ill 2. finished reading book 1 of Herodotus' The History 3. listened to 1 1/2 of john mearsheimer's speeches, got too repetitive ( won't listen anymore ) ( extremely partial )  4. played 3 chapters of re6  5. reflected on some current social issues, think society is progressing ( painfully )