You can't change who you are.
You can't change what you like.
Yeah, of course I can change when I know I'm wrong (but not in the wrong). Yeah, of course I know what is absolutely unattainable and untouchable.
But I suppose as long as I have life, I will continue making mistakes. I can strive to make least mistakes, but I worry if - no, it's not.
I keep forgetting how impressionable I am. But that's all the information there is.
I am not broken. Yet. I will not allow myself be broken. I will choose Death. I have no fear.
What if it is 10 Chapters, y'know ? I'm almost through, and don't you think I'm retarded for not thinking about it ?
File I never had.
One more unattainable item on the list .
My tragedy is God's comedy - but - Both are divine .
Have I always been in the depth of hell ?
What I always say - immeasurable depth of despair .
- An Natural End .