Everything Sways me
I 'd think it is a good thing I'm open-minded, but it's paradoxical like that - should I always be open-minded ? What does that mean ?
Today I realized I'm old - because it did not occur to me that someone younger than me was out there . But they were - they are . To keep yourself always open-minded, does that in a sort of way means admitting defeat ? Yes, life is a long process . Yes, even I have to think about finding someone who can be a successor to me . But it's so hard in admitting that there is no "self" - no real self, and we're all here to serve an abstract purpose . You'll be much more comfortable if you disagree .
When was I ever comfortable, Diary .