It takes more than patience and discipline to do the right thing. Sometimes you need a little push and God has given me a big push. Now that I've lost the last bit of mindless fun, I have to completely focus.
How do you like this pre-death experience so far, huh?
Sometimes I wonder if it'll ever rain . I wish whoever is singing so terribly every so often just die .
Diary, I'm trying to reach my salvation . I'm trying to see the light - or complete darkness, but not as a human being .