Friday, July 13, 2018
God saves me once again
In the middle of sunny hell that is summer or most time in a year around here, God saves me once again. It made it overcast today. I can't tell you how grateful I am. It's finally darkened a little bit outside. I don't pray for raindrops, I'm not asking that, it's too much, I know. I want it, but this alone shows God has not given up on me. Thank you. I honestly do want to cry. Thank you, God. I won't let you down, I promise. I hope I will do enough that you will give the earth shower some day. I will earn my reward, and be not stupid ever again. I promise I will get less and less stupid every day. This is a promise I make to myself also.
Dear me, Dear Diary, I will never ever put myself in this position again. I will never force myself into this again.