Saturday, July 7, 2018


I must say one of them "perks" about staying in the city is all the stuff that goes down at night. I have said a million times over I don't like traveling anywhere, you have to live here to know it. Like the other day I was walking and literally someone dumped water onto the street from a 3rd floor window and it almost hit me. The street was packed with people and everyone was in shock but when we looked up of course that window's closed now. And at night, usually after 2am, you hear and witness all sort of crazy shit. Well not that crazy to the crazies but kind of crazy to me. Like how I often see, from my own window, drunk girls being carried off by guys. It's never one guy, but not a whole lot either. Typically 2-6 people. People ranting and raving on their phone, etc. Drunk people.

One night I hear "dude I DON'T BELIEVE YOUR FUCKING LIES!! even... even if I went I WOULDN'T HAVE MADE IT BACK!! I'm... I'm done with your FUCKING lies!!" stuff like that. Like that got me excited, I wonder if the guy's friend tricked him into venturing into a drug den or something. I don't know.

I mean, it's pretty amazing that girls actually go to bars and get themselves drunk. It's pretty phenomenal. I don't want to say they're all desperate, because who knows why they do these things, but it's pretty incredible to me. It's one of those things I will never understand, I guess.

Anyway. Like I said I've already gotten tired of looking at tourists. Now they all look the same to me. No curiosity there. Can you believe this mosquito bite though? On my hand. It's nasty- it's kind of bulgy.

I realize I'm praying for winter, and although I didn't much enjoy the last winter... the last two winters, this one won't be as terrible. I don't know. There is wind so the weather is not that bad, it's just it doesn't rain. Every day I check my marked places and engage in masturbatory thoughts about what it's like over there when it's raining. I don't know.

I'm not complaining... OK a bit - but I also like it here, just to be clear. Rain is just incredibly important to me, and snow. I feel like I'm in hell when I see it's sunny in all foreseeable days.

It's really a pretty free-spirited city. The other day I saw a woman who was wearing this short mini-skirt, and with a little breeze it would flow up and reveal her whole butt. I had to laugh a little. Yeah it's a nice round butt but I'm not gay so. People are wearing all sorts of bralettes on the street and it's just another reminder that I need to find somewhere more mature. I most definitely don't fit in, but it's not on my priority list, so.

I just feel like I haven't talked to you for a while, so.

I mean. I don't know what the shouting is about. What can I do besides spraying citrusy water on myself at this hour? I'm OK.

I forgot I had brushed my teeth and I ate two ice creams. I'll do that again before going to bed.

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