Monday, July 23, 2018
Well, Diary. I had a lot to think about today, too. I don't remember most of it, and I'm going to bed soon.
I saw the number and I almost came. Over 100. Are we shooting for 200 or - . . .
Oh, yes. One of the things is I... finally acknowledging how painful it is to only look back on history. I want to be awed today as well. Is that too much to ask?
Some technology is here, but it's the people who have changed. People are the most important pieces that we know. I know this.
Oh I put away the comforter. I have to go with a blanket now.
And the rest . . .
Pebble Stone. Pebble Dream.
I know I only play a small part in this . . . I can see my place in the world . It is my role nonetheless . Maybe it's more about me - but I need it to be about people , too . I know my play .
It's heavy duty task. It's hard work, but I'm not alone. The more I think about it, the less alone I know I am. They may have passed, but they have been there. I can feel them. We can all feel them. I am not alone.
Good God, and all that is Holy and True, lend me will and power . If it isn't destined to be, then it won't be, and I will not be bitter . I leave it all to faith .