It rained all day and my heart is filled. But I'm still depressed, and I wish to find out exactly what it is that depresses me and articulate about it to you.
For starters, I think there are too few things I like about modern society anywhere. I don't like the "mode" of everything. It all feels very hindering to me. It doesn't promote excellence, and we are all forced to drown in mediocrity. I'm swimming in bullshit terms. Just... everything just seems coarse and not very organized, you know?