Monday, March 26, 2018
LinkedIn is fairly useless.
It feels so draining at this point. All innovations are being used to make cute little things, just wholly pointless useless little things. It's frustrating. But I yearn for some brilliance to spark by my contemporaries, like so badly. Something of significance. Something not cute, but profound. I now know that is too much to ask.
I fear that unless I fix my despair, I will continue to be unproductive. I am too disappointed in myself as well. Like, I can't do it alone. But I can. I have to. I must.
Maybe it's time to cut ties again, just so I don't have to deal with so much disappointment. Everything is disappointing... so I can only look back. And do it myself.
It rained for a couple of hours today, but that was it.