Friday, October 13, 2017

No Shame



There are characters I know I'll always like...

Serizawa for example.

Now I think back on Abruzzi, I want to wack myself

"What the FUCK is wrong with you!"

kind of like that.


But I remembered how much I love Serizawa again. Love for lust hey.


OMG I know no shame. I lived so many fantasies about him.

OMG.

hmmmmmm  Serizawa~~~~san~~


I... I can't get into work at all..


FUCK what am I saying I WILL BE KILLED.



NO NONO NONONO NO NO NO DON'T BE LIKE THIS!

OMFG!

Why! HWHY!! H'WHY IS LIFE NOT A MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

H'WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

H'WHY ARE PEOPLE NOT LIKE CHARACTERS AT ALL!!!!!!!!


GOD IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!


NO IMA DO THIS!!!! IMA DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!


That said, taking a realistic look, the chance of finding a boy like Serizawa in this time and age and place is practically 0. It's sad. I only want him and nobody else.

I'm totally hormonal. It'll pass, surely. But I can't contain myself. If I don't tell someone I'll get crazy. That's why you're here, my friend. That's why you're my friend, my friend.


I did a horrible thing and looked up the actor's recent films. I shouldn't have. I never got character mixed up with actor but because this guy starred two roles I fantasize about I... I went stupid.

Characters are eternal, Diary. They don't change. Actors do. People do.


I'm a very sad human, Diary, but I'm an OK character. That's my only solace in life. Every time I do something, it's associated with the character. All good is with that. I, me, I'm just a sexually frustrated person who can't fuck the only one she wants to fuck.


The fantasy is going to get violent, I suppose. I have so much pent-up energy. I must convert it to work. Oh FUCK.


Why! Why! Oh GOD I want to fuck him. Give me one person that looks and behaves exactly like that character and let me fuck for a day pls.


Oh God what have I done ...





























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