Monday, October 23, 2017
How not to kill self on Day 1 0 0 0 0
I'm thinking to myself, when 1 0 0 0 0 t h D a y approaches, how not to kill myself. I will be compelled to do it. 1 0 0 0 0 d a y s on this planet, Holy God. I can't even fathom...
I'm trembling at the thought that I have been here for 9000+ days. It's impossible. Holy Hell. Holy Hell...
I always think that relationship with GOD is more important than relationship with anyone else. It can be overwhelming, but it must be.
And when I have a moment to myself, sometimes like this, in daytime, I just . . . fear.
October 23, 2017
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