Monday, October 23, 2017

How not to kill self on Day 1 0 0 0 0

I'm thinking to myself, when 1 0 0 0 0 t h  D a y  approaches, how not to kill myself. I will be compelled to do it.  1 0 0 0 0 d a y s  on this planet, Holy God. I can't even fathom...

I'm trembling at the thought that I have been here for 9000+ days. It's impossible. Holy Hell. Holy Hell...

I always think that relationship with GOD is more important than relationship with anyone else. It can be overwhelming, but it must be.

And when I have a moment to myself, sometimes like this, in daytime, I just . . .   fear.

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