Monday, October 9, 2017

biography







Interesting thing, Diary.

When I was a kid, I saw no point in biography.  I don't know who was interested in biography as a kid, they must be special.

Anyway, I wasn't interested. I hadn't acquired a frame, a grand context yet. So why? I didn't know the World.

But now biography seems like the most interesting thing. I just want to tell you that now is when.

Now.


If you go back and wonder when have I lost interest in fiction- most fictions.


Now.

If you wonder why all fantasy novels suddenly lost their appeal. It's because they no longer expand my frame.

The frame only expands inwardly now.... no no, sorry. I mean, inwardly, also outwardly, in a very factual way. In a generic, yet specific, way. In a real way, a true way. It manages to tell the truth with 1/10000 words a fantasy novel does.

I couldn't see it before. I certainly couldn't see it as a kid.

I'm not saying any kid who could see it was better than me.

I think it comes down to . . .  trust.


I didn't "trust" the real world as a kid.


I trust the real world now. I trust it deeply. I rely on it. I mean, you know how I feel about it, but yes, I rely on it.


Now is when, Diary. Now is when.


It has always been the Beginning of the End  .


































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