Thursday, August 3, 2017

What's with this logic

What's with this logic, diary? I'm too grossed out to want to date anyone but let's say it's for friendship,

They get to know you from elsewhere and find you satisfactory for a friend, AND THEN THEY COME UP TO YOU AND SAY!!!!!!!

LET'S GO OUT!!!!!!

WHAT!!!!!!!!! THE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I DON'T KNOW THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


HOLY FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



HOLY FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't... I can't... I JUST CAN'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


It's crazy, diary. It's always men. Oh Good Lord I wish, I wish I can bring myself to actually fuck a woman and thereby declare myself a lesbian. I can't. I just know I can't even like any man now. They... most of them are either tame and boring or dumb and loud and they all think unjustifiably highly of themselves.  Oh my God. When a woman likes someone out of her league, which happens all the time, she retains her humility. Yeah she might use all sorts of trickery, but she offers herself to him, or her. She's prepared to make all sort of sacrifice, which is not at all necessary most of the time. But she does it because she has humility. Yeah she might get his house, might get her husband/lover to buy her stuff, but she knows their difference. She knows she didn't make that money. She might enjoy it all she wants but she's not so delusional to think that SHE MADE THAT MONEY or she's as good as making money as him.

But a man, oh, it happens all the time, too. If a woman is hot, he thinks he has a chance with her. Because she's hot and that's all that matters. IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW HE LOOKS. WHAT A FUCKING JOKE. Mr. no talent Shoeface has the nerve to strike up a conversation with just about anyone. Holy FUCKING HELL. It makes me instantly incensed. Like they are the picker. Like everyone is free for them to choose. Oh Good Lord. Like it wouldn't hurt to try. These men have no decency.

They always assume women are stupid, always wants to teach them a lesson... an actual lesson, not the kind I was planning.

It's true, countless women have married beneath them. Whether they fell for lies or did so willingly, it's none of my business. What's my business is the raging retards that have the nerve to assume I want to associate with them. I have presented my true colors as well as I could within the boundary of politeness. I know men can't take a hint, but I really tried my best. It should really be conveyed that I am an arrogant, selfish, conceited, selective, unfriendly, determined person with a cruel sense of humor. It should really be established. So I don't get why these lowly dogs have the nerve to think I am the sort of person who wants to hang out with them while not knowing them at all. Do they not have jobs? Have they forgotten all about the qualification process?

I know how this sounds diary but I am beyond insulted. I am never stepping outside of my circle ever again. Holy hell. It's a disgusting world out there. Life is short, and I want to spend it with the worthy ones. I'm not taking chances on "undiscovered gems", NEVER.

Again it comes down to how not to be seen by inferior people. It is hard. How to keep people who trash Monet from seeing more Monet? Maybe it's inevitable.

I have critics, too. Honest opinions don't offend me. Meaningless opinions do. Uneducated ones too, in that sometimes I offend myself. But anyways. It's so repulsive. What's embarrassing is it's so outrageous that I just go blank- I can't think of a proper, harsh enough rejection on the spot.

Nobody can be friends with everybody, you know. Every time I run into such characters -  not critics, just horrifically unaware people- it's so traumatic. It pains me that they don't respect other people's time and independence and individuality. They must think they're the protagonist of the world and others are NPC.

I don't know why people lost their awareness these days. I am aware of who I am and project it carefully. I display my arrogance with tact, but it won't fend off obtuse retards who approach me anyway. It's too disgusting.

Yeah, awareness. Sorry I wasted a bunch of words.

I mean, why is it so hard for people to be decent? Anyone can be decent. No matter who they are, there is no need to make others uncomfortable. There is no need to be unpleasant. I bet it never occurs to them. What kind of creature are they? Do they really not sense the difference? When they are in a mall, and see a flatscreen TV for $2000, and they have $10, do they think they can walk away with it? It, it just baffles me. Like they see the price tag, but they think just because they like the TV...

Oops accidentally objectified myself.

Anyways diary, it is what it is. I guess I should be "glad"? since I'm ranting because it doesn't happen often. It means my tactic is working. I bet other girls are harassed a lot more.

Away with these condescending yet smarmy pests. When someone talented is arrogant, it's sexy. When someone mediocre is arrogant, it's downright disgusting. It's really that simple. Same goes for rich/poor. Yeah, have welfare, make livable wage, enjoy life, I'll vote for your welfare, I'll vote for your happiness, but fucking take your life OVER THERE AND DON'T LOOK AT ME.

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