Tuesday, August 1, 2017
Anger is fairly useless
I had instant noodles tonight. I've never had teriyaki flavor before.
Out of nowhere I suddenly remembered some awful past in Vegas. Luckily, as the saying goes, what happened in Vegas stays in Vegas. What I didn't know is even the memory stayed in Vegas, too.
I can't remember... why I was so upset. It was one of the absolute worst days of my life. No exaggeration. For real. I don't remember.
I was devastated. Looking back, I don't know why.
Let me brush my teeth.
I still don't remember. How do you take risks with your own life for something you can't even remember 3 years after?
This is crazy. I won't do things like that anymore, diary, I promise.
It's pointless... in retrospect, it is always wrong and foolish to let emotions and fear take over. It won't happen again, I promise.