Friday, April 14, 2017
I don't feel like...
It is stupid searching for "humanity". I already knew where it is, so searching outside of it is just... I'm sorry. I have a tendency to present the world in an idyllic light.
I've learned that we are all full of contradictions, so by all means, I should be more forgiving.
But I'm not going to pretend I don't understand something I know too well, just to, what, create some sort of distraction?
Then "normalcy" is not normalcy. Right, there is no normalcy. Semblance of balance, maybe. One day. Maybe all things will be functional one day. That's not an issue.
I'm going earlier today. I feel like I finally have my old self back. This... can't be mistaken.